.Friday, July 30, 2004
never be such a "natural"
today mr tay didn't come again. what's wrong with him manz.
anyhooz. after bio (free period) we had pe! haha..
fun fun fun! had some two rounds the track warm up thingie..
and mrs kwan was saying that our whole class was so fair.. even brong.
yes so anyway, we play softball.. haha.. i can't pitch for nuts ok?
then batting was quite alright i guess.. and brenda has found a way to jinx me into making me miss the ball.
for everytime she says, "you're a natural",
i miss the ball big time! but when i say that to her, she hits it!
it's some form of trickery..
yes so we decided to play "softball"
wasn't exactly the game but it was pitching and batting ya?
joh has the ability to injure people!
hahaha.. while pitching, she hit me in the left arm, real hard.
hit someone else in the tummy (i can't remember who)
yeahhh.. but she was good.
went back and do math.. bah.. hate math.
after recess, had ss/lit and english.
and cme! dun ever speak to me about cme.
i mean what does the
big word MARRIAGE have anything to do with secondary 4 girls who are preparing for their Os?
yes so the qualities of the guys and yadala..
after that was the worst of the worst i tell you!
mrs ang was practically lecturing us about not going to school on monday
when in actual fact at least 2 thirds of the co-hort came to school
and majority of the 1 third produced parents letters.
fine.. so she starts talking to us about her first founders and all..
when she started i thot she was like gonna lecture us about the guys (acsi ruggers) that followed liz sim/mae yen group to shangri-la and into the room..
but noooooo.. she lectured us for pon-ing school.
why scold all of us even those who went? oh goodness.
i was dunno how pissed. i mean taking up my lunch time and all. sighh.. mgs mgs mgs.. sighh..
yeah ate a whole lot of rice for lunch..
to vent anger i ate and ate and ate.. crap.
gonna go on a diet soon.. i feel my tummy showing.. haha..
anywayz.. went for cf.. played games la.. so not too bad..
sec 4s farewell is coming soon.. no more cf after that for us..
oh..
LOVE MGS
20 august 2004
mgs auditorium
7pm ( i guess)
anyboday wanna go with meeee?
haha.. nobody go also i will still go! might wanna be an usher..
shall see on the day itself.
remember what i said about hating?
well i begin to hate..
that's not a good sign..
i hate myself for hating but it can't be helped.
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.Thursday, July 29, 2004
the problem with not hating
todae. mr tay wasn't in school.
class had free period.
i have yet to master the "arts" of relative velocity.
(
arts: the drawing of triangles)
yup! after school. went to kap with kim, wildboar, letitia, jess, mook and her sister.
talked a lot of crap.
from clothes, way people dress, all the way until cjc canoe team.
i fear to go into jc.
i don't wanna be brainwashed. like how i see some get brainwashed.
get psychoed. get hypnotised.
they can't tell the right from wrong. and have ABSOLUTELY NO EMOTIONS what so ever.
it's scary. but if it's the onli way i stay in singapore. i have to go in.
and i realised something..
i don't hate anyone. in fact i just feel indifferent.
the opposite of love is not hate
but indifference.
in a way yes, it's good i don't hate anyone.
i mean if i don't hate, i won't be bothered to do anything that would harm them.
i feel absolutely indifferent.
i'm sure most of you would know who i'm talking about.
but sometimes, being indifferent makes you suffer.
however much you dislike the person..
indifference make you somewhat heartless.
for example:
if the one you feel indifferent towards tumbles down and hurts herself/himself.
hating the person, you would laugh.
loving the person, you would run over and help.
being indifferent, you'd just watch her suffer in pain.
isn't that something very heartless?
i don't wanna feel indifference.
i want to feel, love and forgive.
Heavenly Father i need your guidance. help!
We make a living by what we get,
we make a life by what we give.
(Winston Churchill)
i wanna give.
i wanna help others. but something's stopping me
i needa know what it is.
deal with it. and make life worth living.
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.Wednesday, July 28, 2004
3 test a day can drive you M.A.D
did the a math test today
first time i passed my test this year!
congratulate me!
11/20
well, don't congratulate me.
sighh.. went back and did more chinese?
geog! as usual mrs chong, picking on me again
with her loud outburst of
SARAH! then she glares
when other classes talk, she just goes, shhhh.
but for me it's a loud big snore! bahz.
recess! food food food food. ate like a pig as usual.
went back for english
miss teo not here. did some compo outline
had e math. had a test. gonna fail
didn't even know there was a test today
had literature.. mrs choo not in school
had yet another test. don't they ever give up? sighh. lifeless.
wrote my essay until hand ached like crap!
lunch! food food food food again! with tps
she went to look for mrs lee (hehe) i had a math remedial
oh outside. another had a sudden really loud SHH!
goodness me! her shhh-ing was even louder than me and jeanette talking.
then went to call mr ling in the staff room.
then tps holding onto mrs lee's cameras. i was laughing at her.
when she had a not so loud whine. saying....
shut up lah you idiot!
the teacher in front of her.. again.. went SHH! naturally it was louder than our voices.
had a math remedial on relative velocity. haha.. it's not too bad once you get the hang of it
i spent my whole day drawing triangles
and writing the statement:
therefore, the relative velocity of the (wind/boat/ship/boy) was (blah blah) km/h with the bearing of (blah blah)°
finally home sweet home! missed my bus twice.. what's wrong with bus drivers.
sighh.. i needa do a math! sighh..
all those going or went to the mg musical, hope you enjoyed yourself! i can't go because i have no one to go with! POWER LONER CLUB!
kelly clarkson - a moment like this
What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me,
Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come and now...
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin'
But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share
For a moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Could this be the greatest love of allI wanna know that you will catch me when I fallSo let me tell you this...
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people spent two lifetimes,
For a moment like thisS
ome people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
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.Tuesday, July 27, 2004
try this
*email sent to me from my cousin!*
There are 16 books of the Bible in the following paragraph...can you find them?
I once made a remark about the hidden books of the Bible. It was a lulu;
kept people looking so hard for facts and for others it was a revelation.
Some were in a jam especially since the names of the books were not
capitalized, but the truth finally struck home to numbers of
readers. To others, it was a real job. We want it to be a most fascinating few
moments for you. Yes there will be some really easy ones to spot. Others
may require judges to help them. I will quickly admit it usually takes a minister to
find one of them, and there will be loud lamentations when it is found.
A little lady says she brews a cup of tea so she can concentrate better.
See how well you can compete. Relax now for there really are sixteen
names of the books in the Bible in this story.
i've onli found 14 out of the 16 and i'm so tired.. sighh..
1) mark
2) luke
3) kings
4) acts
5) revelations
6) james
7) ruth
8) numbers
9) job
10) judges
11) titus
12) lamentations
13) hebrews
14) peter
any of you got the time and boliaoism to find the rest? haha..
I once made a re
mark about the hidden books of the Bible. It was a lu
lu;
kept people loo
king so hard for f
acts and for others it was a
revelation.
Some were in a
jam especially since the names of the books were not
capitalized, but the t
ruth finally struck home to
numbers of readers. To
others, it was a real
job. We want it to be a most fascinating few moments
for you. Yes there will be some really easy ones to spot. Others may require
judges to help them. I will quickly admi
t it usually takes a minister to
find one of them, and there will be loud
lamentations when it is
found. A little lady says s
he brews a cup of tea so she can concentrate
better. See how well you can com
pete. Relax now for there really are sixteen
names of the books in the Bible in this story.
try to find the last two ok? haha.. enjoy! have a beautiful day! God Bless You!
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.Monday, July 26, 2004
post founders!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MGS!
yup! yesterday was MGS' 117th birthday!
haha.. went to shangrila hotel for dinner..
spent most of the time taking photos instead of dinner!
didn't like my hair really much
was a hard as i dunno how to describe it haha
the waitresses there were so annoyingly rude.
bahz.. can't stand it
but it was alright..
today almost half the class pon school
onli 15 of us were in class! watch a new chinese movie
so touching.
i wanna cry! well, it was long half way so yah
i know it's gonna make me cry
yup.. so the whole day in school was more or less senseless and a waste of time!
it's like a
CONGRATULATIONS to mr ling for his 2nd daughter
and we get to chose her name.. oh so cute.. haha.. lao shi and our class were thinking of shu yi
but then we don't know.. because he wanted the generation name to be "shu"
so jo and i were thinking that maybe he chose shu because maths in chinese is shu xue
it's all about the mathematics.. haha.. pretty lame
yup then absolute no idea what else happened today..
but diott and penny were all gross and lesbianic today.. eww..
fell asleep during maths period.
woke up for geog and home sweet home!!
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.Thursday, July 22, 2004
when your hearts is torn in two
got a load off my shoulders
made up my mind
thank you Father for your endless guidance
thank you ade, jess and pek for your endless support
now i'm totally gonna focus on my studies
get a good grade for my Os
well at least gonna attempt
it's time to move on
get a life
though it's gonna be hard
but i am glad i have friends like all of you
always there for me
always there to make me smile
i love you all! thank you for being a friend
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.Monday, July 19, 2004
yawnsss
saturday
went for MGS walk-car-thon in those ugly t-shirts that you would never imagine how difficult it is to get ourselves into that shirt! silly me. i wore long pants forgetting the fact that we are in the footrace and we have to run here and run there around little india, middle streed, esplanade and bugis. haha.. but smart us! we joined forces with the h-quarters. haha.. they went to bugis and middle street and we went to the other two. fun! spent such a long long time at little india! couldnt' find the answers.. an amazing fact that i never know.. tekka=bamboo! haha.. yup! the esplanade there was actually the most fun of all! =D it's like so easy to get the answers.. sherbert and i went into this high class restaurant in like our huge t-shirts and track pants/shorts just to get the answer.. the kitchen person was so funny.. hahah
sherbert: can you please tell me the attire when dining here?
kitchen person: huh? wo ting bu dong. ni ke yi jian hua yu ma?
haha.. i was like huh? oh okie lahz.. haha.. went to buy mrs fields.. yum yum.. took photos around the singapore river.. haha.. quite fun actually.. went back to the legends and left at around 1300 then like made our way down to orchard road and went to take neoprints! haha.. BIMBOS! ACT CUTE! and THE THINGS WE DO FOR MGS! haha.. yep.. went home realli realli tired.. penny came over. that isabel came over.. war errupted!
sunday!
i usually love sundays.. not this one though. i loved the service and i love how i feel after the service and all.. but it's really sad how like war has to errupt in the middle of church! sighh.. i dun understand. i mean if my friends boo me or push me.. isn't that like a really natural thing that we do all the time? why does she have to make such a big fuss over it.. spoilt my entire mood! but oh well.. worship was really great.. i felt the huge burden off after worship. so i was much happier and better then.. haha.. and pastor kong.. haha.. funny..
any of you got sharky friends? sharky sharky sharky! haha. i can't stand it! haha.. yup.. after service.. went down jp to eat xiao long bao! haha.. learnt the arts of eating xiao long bao! so fun! i wanna eat xiao long bao again soon! haha.. played the number game there.. when my dare turned out to be even more embarrassing that it was supposed to be.. all thanks to penny! diee penny diee! yup! then made a move.. went home to find isabel sleeping in my room again! haha.. it's quite amusing.. ade and i made our little way down to the esplanade for the Singapore Symphony Orchestra (SSO) casual concert! thr first two weren't that impressive but it was good! and the last two were to fun!! it was like you can imagine the dance and all! =D haha.. ooh after that ade treated me to a piece of mrs fields cookies..
thank you ade! yup went home.. ade came home with me and had dinner.. and isabel was at my house again! haha.. it's never ending.. oh boy! yup.. she left at like 8 plus.. and ade left at 9 plus. and i am so lonely again! bahz..
today
nothing much happened today onli that i was super high and then became super tired.. dunno what's wrong wif me also now adays.. maybe i'm dying..
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.Friday, July 16, 2004
english oral - ballooning?
today went to school as usual *yawns*
so terribly tired. sleepy to be exact.
didn't sleep well last night
due to the fear of ghost and shaking cupboards
yes someone slap me.
thank goodness we had bio today
i fell asleep in bio until mr tay said
"jessica, who's sitting next to you?"
then i woke up upon hearing my name. bahz.
loved pe lesson today! =)
badminton and jacob's ladder..
i always wondered why jacob? why not joseph or something?
sighh.. did an e math test today in the computer lab
the computers hate me
why they do i dun understand
yup. changed from one computer to another
because the computer just didn't want to load my test.
fine, make fun of me. so i moved next to kim
wanted to show kim something about the cumulative frequency curve
then something happened.
"no display picture"
so i had to move again.. they really hate me
ended up using the teacher's computer to finish up my lesson.
ridiculous.
then this choir of americans came to our school to perform
they were good. like those typical american high school?
it's really fun.. and they are soooo creative!
1, 2, 3 lakers! Wooh!
haha.. sadly, can't finish watching the whole thing due to english oral
the oral was quite ok i suppose.
i was telling them about my baby shoe i had since i was 1 year old!
and they SMILED! oh how sweet of them
yep. went for christian fellowship (cf)
ended up making little balloon mouse.
took a bus home alone after that. (loner club)
home. and i konked out on the bed. so dead tired.
so yeah!
i am so excited for tomorrow
MGS walk-car-thon
FOOT RACE!
GO ANONYMICE!
*speaking of lame names*
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.Wednesday, July 14, 2004
after school:
went down to opp. beauty world ate cheese prata!
walked to kap.
wanted to study.
saw a cute white boy working there.
diott and her boyfriend make so much noise
ade and i left
went to bukit timah plaza
saw jessica, her sister and her sister's friend
went to popular
hunted for a book for writing notes
and a nice thick black pen
ade and i are same pen buddies
and smiley faces buddies.
both of us got a smiley face on our thumb.
love the black pen! haha.. quick summary.
bye
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.Monday, July 12, 2004
today's quotes
gb head:
you must be like the tree hanging from the branch
sherilyn:
"so it's like the cows hanging from the udders." [during chapel]
sherlyn:
"hello, can i tell you about my hamster? it's hammy. and it's fine" [canteen after school]
yes. i can't remember the rest! crap! i'll think about it. bahz.. haha.. today mrs chong was sleeping, during chapel and during her own lesson.. it's rather amusing because she expects us to stay interested when she herself isn't interested in her own lesson..
the temperature in the classroom must have caused contraction of my hair thus my hair shrunk and it isn't illegal anymore (well at least no one cames to me telling me it's illegal anymore).. it's more like a blessing in desguise actually... but i want longer hair =(
oh yes! i remembered something from
yesterday!
yesterday at church, during sermon.. pastor kong was telling the story of betsy the gummy cow!! haha.. poor betsy the gummy cow was blind, lame and teethless.. you should see it for yourself.. haha.. it was really funny.. the way he said it was utterly amusing! *chuckles*
betsy the gummy cow!!!!
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.Sunday, July 11, 2004
found the d*** dress-
i found my founder's dress... sadly, it's from daniel yam.. it's the one that
sherilyn chose for me yesterday.. actually i wanted like a light colour or something but thing is, i couldnt'f ind it.. i was wasting too much time.. like 8 hour hours looksing for something i might wear only once or twice but yea.. oh gosh! yup..
kim i know that you told me not to buy from daniel yam, but i have no choice.. i couldnt' find anything else that i would like unless i wore black! bah.. it's okay lahz..
the dress:
it's like this maroon coloured toga thingie.. but the "sleeve" is made of long long strings that i can do anythign i want with it! yup!
actually i wanted to buy the halter.. but then i remembered that
nicky bought a halter from daniel yam so i had better check it out with her first.. so i called her and she did get the halter.. so phew i didn't get it! haha.. yup.. i'm some what happie with my gown.. but everything's the total opposite of what i wanted..
not daniel yam
pastel dark colour
short long gown
hahah.. oh wellz.. nothing i can do...
THANK YOU sherilyn! for helping me chose that if not.. i would never even bother looking at it!
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.Saturday, July 10, 2004
no more founder's for me
i have officially told myself to prepare not to go for founder's day.. i just spent about 3 whole hours in orchard area around tangs, wisma, scotts, millenia walk and i couldn't find the dress/gown that i was looking for.. sighh.. it's just so difficult! bahz.. let's just say that i saw 2 really really nice ones that i really liked in celia loe but it was like almost $300 so i thought forget it.. i could get something i really really wanted with the same amount by sending it for tailoring.. and what's worst? i am most probably gonna wear it once or twice only!
first dress i saw:
it's like a knee length white spag dress, with like a crossed back (about 2 crosses), down the back and it has these little glittery stuff around the bottom of it. it's really really nice!! =(
second dress:
it's like peachy/beigey colour.. and it's like this toga like thingie.. but it cuts down the back towards the right and sort of like a corset back.. but it isn't! yeah! boohoo!
walked and walked around with mommie.. and now i'm gonna go running to relieve stress.. I CAN'T FIND MY GOWN! =(
[update.]
rahrah is gonna go to british india tomorrow to find her dress!
nicky has recommended her to go down there and look for the dress that i want.. or lil miss
kim offered to recommend me her tailor! hahah.. so it all depends whether i go and get my dressie tailored or get my butt down there to buy the dress! all goes well if i manage to get it! if not..
kim i dun mind you coming over and smack me! =( wish me luck!
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Word of wisdom for today and many days to come: "A poor workman quarrels with his tools"
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.Friday, July 09, 2004
happy injury day!
hahaha.. i think that this song is pretty rude.. haha.. i actually wanted to put "hey mama" but then i remembered something.. today during PE.. mrs kwan was singing this song! she's funky man! she was singing that when sherlyn was talking when she was talking.. it's so cool.. imagine teachers that listen to the same kind of music as us? haha.. but some teachers still think that "westlife" is the in thing.. i don't mean to be mean and all but it's really funny..
ade remember..
baby it's the way you make me
kinda get me go crazy
never wanna stop
it's gotta be you (uh huh, uh huh)
and there we have..
that's the way uh huh uh huh i like it uh huh uh huh just in case, people dont' know this, this happened that the body worlds place.. do i see any light bulbs? haha.. yep.. so i will change this song after i feel like it! haha.. back to the normal stuff..
today i sat in class during bio because the library wasn't opened and jess and i were playing.. *drumroll* HANGMAN! (oooh like get a life) haha.. yep.. and they were having some bio quiz cum test thingie while we sat down there so quiet.. and at the same time, mr tay was playing with the "gong" thingie in our class and place it on his head! hahaha.. it's super funny manz.. jess and i were like trying to control our little giggles.. haha.. and it was so hard to keep quiet.. knowing how talkative the two of us are.. so finally, the quiz was over and we could finally get on with our hangman! haha. then we had pe when we played softball? or was it baseball? i had to wear that stupid gloves.. and oh yes..
nicky accidentally throw the ball at full speed to me.. and *ouch* sarah got hit on her face by the baseball.. ouch ouch ouch.. then it hit my arm.. all the blue blacks in the world.. thank goodness my face didn't get the blue black if not it'll be terribly painful! yep.. i declare today the official
injury day! haha.. out of 4 people in our little pe group, 3 of us got injured.. haha.. the onli one that didn't kana was..
nicky that lucky girl! went back for boring a math.. sighh.. RECESS! food! social studies, english and cme?
cme was so sad.. we listened to some testimony thingie from this litle boy who suffered severe injury and how he led his life by couting on God.. *sigh* so touching.. and he was so adorable when he was a baby.. but now.. although he's disfigured and all, never once did he blame God for it.. in fact, he thanked God for allowing him to live.. such a sad story.. sniff sniff.. and yeah! i've learnt to appreciate everything i have.. even if it's a scar or my blue mole on my arm! haha.. my trademark blue moley! haha.. oh wellz.. yep.. went to west coast after that.. haha.. it was crazy.. and went home.. made a new template and now i'm updating..
such a boring day.. man i have no life!
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.Thursday, July 08, 2004
to 4b4, '04
no more chinese for 4b4!
heyloz 4b4, we made it! it's the end of chinese for all of us, well until the results come out when some of us might wanna re-take? (i sure hope it won't happen) but since it's over.. no point brooding over it.. i might not be as bad as you think!
take a break or two now that we have one subject down! =D but don't slack until we can't re-start again ok? and all you CLB takers.. dieeeee.. haha.. see ya! tataaaaa..
*muacks*
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.Wednesday, July 07, 2004
test of eudurance
whee! i just had chinese O level oral today! hahahahah
it's overrr! no more chinese for rahrah!
well not until i decide that my grade isn't good enough then i'll consider re-taking it again. bleagh. i sure hope i stay away from it until next year when i enter jc.. but i sure hope it won't get even more rusty than it already is! haha.. i'm like happy oh so happy? haha.. the male teacher was so funny.. he had this accent and i had to listen so hard just to hear the few words he was saying.. and he dind't even complete the question. haha.. i guess he's the SJI one.. haha.. heard lots about him.
penny's dare is yet to be completed when she makes
the other call haha.. yup.. speaking of penny, i have put myself under the test of endurance.
not a very long time ago, rahrah sat down here at the same computer and thought to myself.. it's about time i get used to penny.. i mean if she's coming to church every week.. i have to see her 6 times a week, and look at the probablity? 6/7 sigh.. yup.. and she has to sit next to me again.. aiyoooo.. i had really better get used to her wannabe "magic" and that evil look on her face that says "sarah if you don't listen to me, i shall slander you for eternity" and "if you irritate me, i can irritate you way much more than you can" it's so scary.. i have to endure endure endure.. perservere. maybe like just giving her some pills to make her all gong and all and she won't even be able to do anything to harm me.. or my surrounding.. haha.. i really wonder.. curious.. bahaha.. oh help.. if i can endure, i pass the test of
endurance? ain't that wad the test is about.. haha.. if i make it, i'll be a much happier person.. if not, i'll be the same old sarah, you used to know..
love ya all!
to those taking the chinese O level oral tomorrow..
GOOD LUCK! and GOD BLESS! stay calm!
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.Monday, July 05, 2004
3 words i must remember
persevere - you
persevere when you continue as you have been doing, especailly when doing something that is difficult or unpleasant.
patience - is the ability to stay calm without complaining or becoming angry when you have to wait or endure something for a long time.
endurance - is a person's ability to survive long periods of hard physical or mental strain.
3 words which i need to remember if i have to see the coin 6 times a week.
i have to persevere. i must have patience and endurance. oh and by the way, definitions are taking from "times-chamber essential english dictionary".
i wish she would just quieten down.
* she sits on the church's lobby floor
* wiggles her fingers and attempts to cast spells on people
* stands alone instead of sitting as a group in the mrt
* feels amused when riding on mrts
* walks around with everyone staring at her
somebody save me.
what have i done?
she whats worse? i am her niece.
being one generation above me in status
but one generation below me in terms on mentality.
help me!
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.Saturday, July 03, 2004
for the fun of it!
be sorted @
nimbo.net
for the fun of it! hehehe..
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.Friday, July 02, 2004
choooo choooo train!
my oh so nice music teacher bought me this handphone thingie from esprit! it's oh so pretty and sparkly! *squeals*
it's another 1 more week to go.
i wait patiently =D
just fought with my parents
well it's more or less a fight
i told my mom i didn't like my dad.
dad: i needa go for a walk now
me: *softly* yar.. you should, you're putting on the kilos
mom: don't be so mean.
me: *mumbles* i don't like him
mom: you don't like your own father? very smart!"
me: you can't force me to like him.
mom: yar i can't *storms out*
i mean seriously, i've been suffering since i was primary 6.. few would understand for i never told my problem to anyone. well nobody but one. argh. i miss him! =( crap!
fine. no more sad thoughts. i guess it's more like no more angry thoughts. it's so frustrating! bahz.
today after saltie.. sherlyn, sheryl wee, joyce, yi jie and i went to the train station near kap.. and we waited for the stupid train to come for like ½ an hour.. and while there, haha.. we were like scaring ourselves with stories of possibilites that the train station is haunted and it's quite amusing to find out that those that appear strong are those that are the most easily scared.. hehe.. all i said was BOO! and they went hysterical! hahahahaha.. it was oodles of fun.. haha. at least mrs chong didnt' lie to us about the stupid train station.. phew..
oh yes! the dreaded sitting arrangement.. it's not always so good that we're that tall.. i think that 1.70+ is way too tall, when the teachers decide that you are of "utmost importance" and decide that you have to sit ALL THE WAY at the back of the dreaded class and i can't even see the white board.. why does my register number have to be 11? when i was put right in front, the people behind me were al 1.40+ to 1.50+.. duhh i had to sit all the way at the back! i can't concentrate at the back.. i'll be drawing, writing, sleeping.. dreaming! it's not that great.. i'm not lucky, i'm so gonna flunk my Os.. and mrs chong won't listen to my explanation at all that i can't sit right at the back.. but NOOOO "nope nope.. what i say is FINAL!" and we can't speak up for ourselves.. make 4b4.. a class of zombies.. ahhhhh.. arghhh.. bahhhhz.. boohoooo! i hate hate hate the new sitting arrangement!
i hate being tall!
*poof*
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.Thursday, July 01, 2004
last day of music for meeee
new template!
oh yes.. once again.. haha.. did up this template with cute lil picture of a cow made by
ade! haha.. i loooooove the cow... so people if you insult this chalky template, hahaha. i have a backup.. =D oh yes and oh
sherilyn haha.. they don't even look the least bit like pink toadstools.. haha.. oh yeah.. and i remember something! remember to call you know who okay? this joke has to continue at least until the day of our chinese oral okay? REMEMBER! it's very crucial.
yup.. gonna go for my
last and final music lesson for this whole year maybe until after the Os.. it's so sad.. haha.. and i think i'm one of the onli few who hasn't gotten my founder's preeetty dress yet.. or maybe haven't even decided on what i am gonna wear.. hmm.. it's like THIS MONTH! haha..
a great big thanks to letitia for attempting to help me design my lil pretty dress! i'll be back after music.. for now, i'm gonna take a little nap! =D tataaaaa
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